Over the course of the next year or two, I was to convince myself it was a "crash course" in mind control. In understanding the technology, how it was affecting not just me, but many of the people around me; in preparation for what I was sure was a court battle of Biblical proportion.
As it turns out, what it was was a wake up call, and what I now describe as a "overt and controlled change in understanding" very similar to a contrived literary transition through a story. Only, this particular change in understanding might be the "crux" of the problem. You see. taking a step back, and looking at the situation from an "inside perspective," hiding "creation" with technological explanations like mind control, and holograms might be the "mother of all lies." The beginning of ... losing the truth... if we don't start figuring it out now.
Much like I had to experience the change, it is ... in my guesstimation, part of the program of "learning from the past" and not "forgetting the truth" that we all, or at least those of us interested... see the steps we've gone through, hopefully not having to experience each nuance; in order to see how something as simple as "technological mind control" could lead us quickly to a Hell of darkness...
In the beginning... http://www.unduecoercion.com/p/silence-betrayal_10.html